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I dream of you most every night
Of that popping sound, that frenzy of light
And I see your figure, so still it remains
Your entire body engulfed in flames
There is no screaming, no painful screech
You do not beg nor do you reach
The burning silhouette just strolls over
Leans real close with its hand on my shoulder
And through its lips I hear your voice
A soft yet angry tone of choice
Then the blackest of smoke fills the air
Chokes me awake from this nightmare
And In this empty room upon my bed
I'll never forget those words you said
You are the past from which I've hid
"You're gonna burn for what you did"
Of that popping sound, that frenzy of light
And I see your figure, so still it remains
Your entire body engulfed in flames
There is no screaming, no painful screech
You do not beg nor do you reach
The burning silhouette just strolls over
Leans real close with its hand on my shoulder
And through its lips I hear your voice
A soft yet angry tone of choice
Then the blackest of smoke fills the air
Chokes me awake from this nightmare
And In this empty room upon my bed
I'll never forget those words you said
You are the past from which I've hid
"You're gonna burn for what you did"
Literature
Forgive This Grief (Miscarriage)
My arms are weighted with her space,
a heaviness that won't compare--
her toes, her smile, her tiny face,
and the imagined white-blonde hair;
forgive this mother's grief for stolen dreams
and let alone these tears that stream.
Forgive this mother's grief,
forgive this mother's grief,
remember things aren't always what they seem.
I know it's wrong to yearn for them,
but those moments when you despair
would give to me what was unsent--
a life of burdens I wish I could wear.
Forgive this jealous heart that wants to share
the grumpy shouts, the unmade beds you bear.
Forgive this jealous heart,
forgive this jealous heart,
remember it's 'bout her,
Literature
The human condition of wanting to be everything
I feel as though I am exhausting
The excess skin around
My eyes
They
h
a
n
g
in loose shadows
Across my cheekbones like
A wreath.
And whilst I find myself
unable
To draw open the blinds
Because the light
is too bright
And I really can’t handle
The pane of the sky
With its obnoxious
Blue
glaring at me
With such a joyful expression
I know that lately
I am burning myself out
That I consume one too many
Cans of soda and energy drinks
At 2.45 AM
When the rest of the world
Is static in a hushed
Comatose state
Whilst I frantically try
To achieve something
Because being
Average
Ordinary
Mundane
Is too
Literature
Relapse
Hide the blade
Beneath the clothes,
Run
Run to be alone
In the silence
Where only the blade remains.
Cut before you change your mind
Let the adrenaline run
You've done it
The relief is uncontrollable.
Blood, beading along the lines
You smile
Tears
They fall down your face
The pressure is gone,
But what remains is guilt
All that effort,
Wasted,
You're worthless,
To find pleasure from this pain.
You've relapsed.
Who can help you?
Your boyfriend thinks you're selfish.
Your family thinks it's attention seeking.
Your sister, your dear sweet sister,
She cares too much it would kill her.
Who can help you now?
No one.
You've relapsed.
You're a
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When my past haunts me so do my dreams.
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Wow.. This is one... amazing poem.. It's... strong (? I can't really find the word..) It makes me feel overwhelmed with emotions (mostly anxious^_^